yesterday was my first exposure to a rugby game as a prop (forward). im clueless about it.
knights VS combined schools A (combination of JCs, like an all star team). they were fast they were good, they were dirty as well.
stupid bastards.esp. number 8.don't think i din see you hammering my team mates back.
because of my inexperience, i cause the team to be defeated.Sorry guys.
and now im aching like i've never ached before.im so tired,i just wanna have someone to do everything for me.feed me,BATHE me, massage me.

Was suppose to meet up with my army frens.But as we all know,once we leave the camp or school,meeting up is a difficult thing.Everything seems wrong,our schedules crash,we have work and so many other things we need to do,that makes army seem so easy.
we abandoned the drinking/meeting up session and went to JB instead.They bought fags in bulks of 5 and 7s ..practically cleaned the shelf off. haha
smuggled fags and dvds across the causeway without getting caught.
why is it that when we that when we look at the cisco officers,it makes us seems suspicious?
because the officers were all manjens,my fren decided to blast some chinese love song to lower our suspiciousness. wat kind of a theory is that you dumb ass!

i miss fishball..hamsters are cute lil critters.and i know y cyn loves Mini so much,they are alike in one way;they both like stoning.
i'll have hammies if i have the time to take care of them.
i miss my pirhana too, miss the way he tore up the lil fishes, and chomp their body parts off.Exciting!

'sorry long number' was what a lady said to me when i received her call just now.
stupid lady its wrong number you bitch.

everytime i walk down the streets
i got people staring at me.
everytime i turn around i see your girlfren looking at me.
it is my face or my oversized tee.
stare all you want but dont start talking cos it ain free
one and only god can judge me.
im a chameleon adapted to different situations.
thats above my style ,im the guy parents love.
when im wild every guy starts to hate.
if we cant find a date we start blaming fate.
lets jus have fun cos sooner or later your looks will fade.

everytime i turn around i got people dissing me.
everytime i step out the house they try to pick a fight with me.
ride with me don't trip on me,
if you do,i'll flip on you.
fuck your reputation so bad,the guys stay away from you.
for now lets jus stay true ,let me call you boo.
come with me lady,we'll fly away
give you the time of your life
make you feel so alive you wanna b dead.
when u tell yr galrens bout our escapades they experience vicarious thrills.

its raining this morning and i had to wake up early for school which i was planning to skip.
all thanks to SAM,for telling me we have a understanding test today and thanks for slping in and not showing up.
haha...feeling bad?
whats up with all the people.im wearing my army jacket because it was raining,and all of the whole singapore was staring at me like some stupid ass-guerilla trying to bomb singapore.
whats with it.my jacket or me.?
stupid singaporeans.
im a good boy.im nice,don't mind the looks,look beyond all that and talk to me.u'll see.
i wanna slp in,i m tired,im exhausted.

silent hill anyone?

finally my pink ic is back!
after 3 gruelling days of going back to camp.
and getting people to sign myclearance.damn i hate going back to camps in the mornings.
Im a civilaiin officially,no more threats about being charged or disciplinary actions against the slightest mistakes.
1WO Khoo Kay Peng you can kiss my bloody manjen ASSS!
now i've got pink ic, 11B(green ic), army ezlink,nanyang poly, Republic poly and secondary school ezlink. Cool eh.

Virgin Entry To DBL O's
Yesterday was my first time to DBl O's.damn its crowded.went there at 1,went in only at 2.
i was at the end of the queue,thinking i was last,then these group of trannies came to join the queue.Their disgusting......no, their fucking digusting.The way they dressed,the heels the fake boobs,panty riding up[ their ass and balls.(one of the trannies sort of adjusted its balls.)the long hair the fucked up make up that make them look like a baboons ass.Its ok when they just stay quiet,but no.....they wanna make their stupid monstrous presence felt and scare the shit outta me.the low monotonous voice....i hear every single word of what they say and i almost puked.and the best thing;i was left alone for 5 mins with those fucking trannies behind my ass.
IM HOMOPHOBIC.
Madam wong is the worse place to go.
Dbl o was alright mayb except for the queue,the crowd(mainly mats) and the songs(raggaeton) it was fine.

TRInidad why did you have to losee !

ok everyone's been bugging me to collect my ic.
YOu win ok? yr buggin has gotten to my head.And its haunting my dreams!
this is what i dreamt yesterday.
i was in Tengah Airbase.in my uniform.
i went around looking for my clearance form(mandatory for release of ic).
and i needed help but i dunno what help i needed.
i approach a bald indian officer.
i said:''can you help......."
before i could finish my sentence he cut me off "NO! this is yr future go do it yrself"
i was angry that he interruptted me,but even more so because he din know what i wanted to say and he said no.
i cant really remember what my actual reply was.it was roughly there:'' what makes you think i was goin to ask you to help me,and you don't even know what my next sentence is and you just say no.Having a bigger rank doesnt mean you can boss people around throw and abuse it.
i don't have to take shit from you.irresponsible-bald-assuming motherfucker.
and don't you wanna charge me and kick my ass in DB(detention barrack)
Sorry but you can't cos i ORD LOR!
den i awoke and went to camp to do my clearance .
lucky thing the scenario didnt replay.
i'd seriously wet myself.

you're perverse.
stalk blogs like you stalk people to their blocks.
they should put you under chain and abloy locks.
we say what we like, do what we think is right
you ain happy lets take this shit to the streets
and make head lines
dont be a coward,fake that braveheart hidin beind the screen.
and all you can say is that you their momma.
i'll run a train up in you make you scream out to yr momma.
cruise through that path you choose.
when you lose you lose.
there ain no need to prove.
this is a spit not a muse.
what you wrote make me amuse.
leave yr name,why you afraid.
unless its a shame,no wonder you afraid.
sore losing bitches.
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deleting your messages taking every scene in,
replaying one last time like old movie making re-runs
don't wanna deal with the past
though it haunts me like a ghost with a lust for past
doing it just for laughs.

2 june 06
woah i din know 2am shopping at Mustafa centre is so thrilling.Check out the prices man.....
its like Great Singapore Sale is on there 24/7!
and its as though im going down memory lane.Im awed and impress hahahaha....i feel so bimbotic.
remember Child's play or the recent bride of chucky?i first watched it when i was 8 yrs old and it scared the shit outta me as a kid.Can't go no where without thinking that a doll is behind me,above the ceiling or scaling some wall to stab my fat ass.And know i have CHILD"S PLAY 1!!!!in dvd costing only 20 bucks.
Check out the Perfumes and deoderants too,its a whole airport DFS but better than that DFS its MUSTAFAH DFS .,. if ever anyone wants to go there lemme kknow we'll go shopping.
im an addict.

06/06/06
if anyone noticed...today's date coincide.
met up with sam yesterday to congratulate her on clinching second place for the Students In Free Enterprise.Rookies they are,but they beat SMU in the no. of awards. 6 to 8.But thinkin about it,they're new in the scene but they pack a punch,and got second.so dont underestimate anyone..
(sam you got yr name mentioned happy?)

tired of this,why you getting so pissed
miss why you acting like you need me to give a kiss
i don't need for this.
no meet ups,no break ups,no make ups.
its naturals,we all humans we fuck up.
Neurotic,i understand,
but if you plan on keeping a man be pragmatic.
there are strategic logic to apply tatics there ain no magic
start now the clock is ticking,
there is no waiting ,time dont stand still
we need dollar bills, why spend money on pills.
streets realistic,we attracted to money like flies to shit.
if i fall kick me,once,twice,thrice than four,
see my body all sprawled on the floor.